I haven’t written about Sparkles in a while, but I got a good-sized dose of them today. In with the beauty was a lesson and that is another Sparkle in and of itself. What is this about anyway? To keep y’all in suspense (ancient literary secret) we’ll talk about the lesson first. Let’s begin with a question. Is okay really okay or is it just acceptable and maybe not okay at all? Don’t you love words?
I had an experience at the end of last week that several people told me was okay. Obviously I wasn’t feeling that way or folks wouldn’t have felt the need to tell me it was. Regular readers will know that I don’t believe in dwelling in the negative – word or thought. So I had my experience, was disappointed, expressed it to three people close to me and received that okay response. I processed those responses, my own reaction, chalked it up to did-my-best and moved on. Healthy, right?
Today, it was brought back to me in a most Sparkly way! An unanticipated action far beyond my control and the picture was altered. I felt amazingly different. Why? Had I changed? Was I a better person? Not at all and a lesson I love to share looked me right in the eye. I was good enough before this Sparkle occurred; I was just as worthy and valuable last week as I am today. Why? Because, my friends, my worth and my value is not about what I do, it’s about who and what I am.
Nothing like having your attitude adjusted with your own words, like a cosmic kick in the behind, though I’m not as into the cosmic thing as I am the belief that my Heavenly Father makes use of every teachable moment. That was my Sparkle for the day – another reminder that we have value because we have it; it is unconditional and not tied to any achievement. What a gift! I’m accepting it and thanking my Father for His blessings and His lessons.
Oh yeah, the disappointment, the okay thing? I got a B instead of an A on a tough class just completed. The Sparkle? Found out today that the professor rounded up, if you will, and gave me the A after all. And B was okay, but bottom line, in all honesty, I’m lovin’ the A. In my secret heart, A is still better, but I’m a work in progress and will absolutely get this value and worth issue more deeply embedded in my heart and soul as I grow.
My prayer is that you, too, will have a deeper sense of your worth and your value and if you want some encouragement, come on along – it is a worthy journey.